Wow

I'm back! Life has really taken a toll on this mommy. I went back to working full time and just haven't had a chance to update as much as I wanted to. Okay I haven't updated at all. Sorry everyone. I will start with a picture of the girls at 18 months. Yes I said 18 months!

Ava

Emma

They are getting so big. We started daycare 3 weeks ago. It is going great. I think the girls really do love going there. This morning Emma took off and started playing without even saying goodbye. I was a very sad but happy at the same time. Ava will take some time. I know that. She's my little Dan. Shy and slow to adapt to change. It's okay we will take things slow for her.

Anyway, sorry again for not updating. I will start trying to be regular all the time.

Bex

Lessons to be Learned

Being a mother has made me realize all the dangers in the world. I know I can't protect my children from everything and they will get hurt, but I will do everything in my power to protect my angels.

Please visit this website and pass it along. http://www.kyledavidmiller.org/ I know I will always do what is safe for my girls.

BEx

Playtime Fun

7 Month Pictures

Ava


Emma

The Girls 7 Months Pictures

 Ava & Sophie

Emma (She lost her Sophie on the floor so she looked at me like come on  mom pick it up)

Before I was a mom I never knew....

Before I was a mom I never knew...

I never knew that when girls grab my face to kiss it that it would mean the world to me.. and how much I will miss that when they don't do it anymore.

I never knew how strong I really was. (this is the big one)

I never knew how well I could function on no sleep.

I never knew much I would give up for such a little person.

I never knew how much a smile would brighten up my day.

I never knew how much I could kiss someone, I seriously can't stop kissing there cheeks.

I never knew what it felt like to have your heart walk around outside of your body.

I never knew that on my bad days when nothing seems to help all my girls have to do is smile and I feel 100% better.

 

I never knew how much energy I had.

I never knew that deep inside this strong independant, hardworking person who was all career and no fun was a woman who would get down on her hands and knees and crawl around making animal noises to here a beautiful giggle, and then laugh out loud at the sound.

I never knew how much my heart could hurt seeing a bundle of joy in the NICU and knowing I might never get to hold her ( she is doing great btw and is mommy's precious angel)

Most of all I guess i never knew that I could be a mommy.

Bex

7 Months

Wow, how time flies. It has been 7 Months today since my angels have been born. Watching them progress in their learning and viewing of the world around them has been sooo much fun. They love their walks during the day and love their jumper-roo when at home. It's amazing how much a routine really helps you keep your wits with twins. If I didn't have a schedule I think I would go insane.

The girls are going tho stranger anixety right now. I guess that 6 to 7 Months is when that starts. I will be glad when it is over. Seems like every month is a different schedule but at least we stay on it for a month and then switch. Better then switching everyday.

We will be going for are daily walk soon and I hope to get some pictures of them out there. Once I do I will update with the pictures.